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Anonymous asked:

I will learn to live again, for now I’m breaking
All the things I couldn’t mend without escaping
I will learn to love again
I will learn to love
I will learn.

👁️👁️

Can’t believe I’ve married my highschool sweetheart.

Did a thing. 👰
Officially Mrs Jordan Kimberley Parker!
“Hi,” says the girl who doesn’t have time for relationship advice
Rather relationships at all
She holds her breath all day and fucking gasps for air at night
She promised she would love me for only ‘til the morning time
Noticing
That I only post here when things aren’t great, I’m sorry.
Feeling like nothing but a burdon to everybody at the moment and struggling to find where I belong, just a little loss.
I have a constant fear of bad things happening to me and a little voice telling me nobody cares much for me and really can’t be bothered with my shit.
I feel I’m constantly trying to impress people, even my family. Like I need to prove myself.
I’m really hating it.
Who do I kid trying to go to bed at 10pm.
So much pain in my heart, and I don’t want to live anymore.
Take back that last answer.
I’m not alright.
I’m anxious to high hell about things out with my control. I’m trying to get structure but my MH has taken a fucking walloping. I haven’t seen my friends in so long and I feel like an awful person for it. I’ve been getting chest pains and dizzy spells that I’ve not been telling people I’m in pain. I’m getting married this year to a guy who I in no way deserve and I can’t sleep most nights for the crippling fear in my gut 24/7.
But you know what I do? I say daft shit like “it’s alright I guess” and I plaster on a rank smile and make it look like I’m muddling through.
Everything is going tits up, and nobody even knows.
Anonymous asked:
Alright I guess, stress of planning a wedding, work and strained relationships are tough but I’m tryin’.
THANOS OUT HERE STEALING HEARTS, BEING A TRUE VILLAIN
Someone take away his Instagram. Please.
How the fuck is this guy better at memes than everyone on this site
Josh Brolin is an absolute treasure.
